All the time. And I’m sick of it. I’m sick and tired. I forget things, appointments, plans. I have 582 unfinished projects. Tonight, Tyler was going to an overnight event for his confirmation class. I did remember that. However, I did not remember that he had to be dressed in nice pants. We realized about an hour and a half before he had to be there that his one good pair of pants was, you guessed it, completely missing. So while we were at Wal Mart purchasing new pants, I also got him socks and black shoes. As long as we don’t lose them, we’ll be ready the next time.
So I managed to pull a win outta that situation. But most of them, I don’t. I don’t like feeling like this. I used to be organized. I used to have lists, organized thoughts, shoot even a calendar in my head. Dates used to stick and I would remember to get ready ahead of time. Field trips, birthdays, and meetings were planned for AND attended! Instead, now every day is a surprise. I struggle daily to try to keep it together. I can’t seem to focus. I hate this. Am I just this old? Is senility setting in already? Do I have too much going in to my head? Do I need ginko? Anyone?