Monday, October 8, 2012

I will post the second part of Jack's story later today. Just have to find it. I feel like I need to apologize for my complete lack of enthusiasm for Down syndrome Awareness month this year. I'm tired. I don't care about, well, anything. I can't seem to make anyone happy and when I try, someone else gets pissed off or has their feelings hurt. I'm at the point where the effort to try is mostly too hard. I have decided to be okay with being basically alone. Friends are too hard right now. I am however, working to make myself more enthusiastic about this month; I used to care a great deal about it and Jack's birthday is at the end of the month. His celebration is going to be very low key but I'll do my best to make sure he knows he's loved and gets to do something fun. I love all my kids so much; but the little 2 are the only reason I get up in the morning. What a crappy post. Sorry online friends.

3 comments:

Rosa Maria said...

I know exactly how you feel. We are tired! It is exhausting! I am working on learning to rest and taking care of myself.

Ruthann said...

((Hugs, Julie)) I'm praying for you! May God give you a comfort only He can, and help you through this really cruddy part of you life.

RK said...

:o( I'm hearing this from lots of people lately... it's no fun to feel like that. Sorry, girl.